Feelings, My Thoughts

You Who Need Mending

At first, we are so hopeful, our eyes light up! Oh!, you can’t wait to see the end. Some curves were thrown in your direction, you dodged some, you nearly dodged some… But then you got hit by one. Well, one can’t just deter you… You move on, you feel good, positive… Another set of curves are thrown. You dodged some, nearly got away with others and then you were hit by two.
You pick yourself up, you tried not be negative… Another set of curves thrown at you, this time, in directions you didn’t expect. Whoa! That wasn’t the deal. Why has it turned unfair towards you? Did you do something bad? You can’t figure out what you did bad. But you tried to be positive tried moving on. Because, you see, there’s no time to waste… And then, another set! Also not the plan, not the deal, at all. You start to get angry.
This is ridiculous, doesn’t make sense, you did what you had to do. Of course there are some mistakes, but those mistakes aren’t worth this pain. Yes you are pissed. I am too. You don’t deserve this, you didn’t deserve this. But, your vision, its too important. So you gotta move on.
But this time, the moment you got up, there were more curves. I feel you. It’s annoying! I am annoyed. And then even when you were down, more curves are being thrown! Hey! Whoever is doing this, GIVE ME A BREAK!!! YOU NEED A BREAK!

Now thoughts don’t make sense, you don’t even have the time to think and when you did, it all didn’t make sense, including your vision. You are broken. You don’t know how to fix it. Whiles you were thinking about this, you got completely struck. And it was you love system that got struck. You decided that, you don’t need love. But discovered, actually, you need love to survive. No wonder love is the most important thing.

Sweetheart, you don’t have to get up fast. You don’t need to be the first. You don’t have to prove to anyone. You don’t have to give up. Let’s take it slow. Let’s get up and recover from one curve at a time. We just need to learn adequately from each one. That’s how you mend, that’s how you heal, and that’s how you are made strong. And soon enough, you’d realize how strong and equipped you are now than before. You’ve got this.
There’s nothing wrong with your vision, but you needed training. Use these curves as positives, and ride on them!

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